I am so tired. I am exhausted even. I haven't slept more than 4 hours straight in months. Today was so frustrating. It was all going well until this afternoon. I sprayed something to clean up a mess on the carpet and apparently I am allergic to it. I have had the worst headache all day because of it and at one point my upper lip was even a bit numb. That just set me up for a bad evening I guess.
My headache worsened and LB didn't want to go to bed. He screamed and screamed until eventually I had to call DH in to take over. I wanted to badly to spank him and tell him to be quiet, but he's far too young to know what a spanking is. Plus, he wasn't in need of a spanking. He wasn't doing anything wrong... he just couldn't sleep. It was just so frustrating. DH took over and I realized I still had laundry to do. I nearly broke down right then.
I am feeling better now. LB is in his crib, not crying; and DH knows that I didn't mean to snap at him. He's going to bed now. I'll be up for another hour waiting on our laundry to finish drying so I can go down and get it. Hopefully tomorrow that smell will be gone and I can relax and get some work done.